Oh well

Oh well, you can't have EVERYTHING.

my co-fellows SUCK. and i try hard everyday not to use expletives on them.

and today i really want to just use that song of Lily Allen's

"F U, F U very very much...."

you get the picture.

2011 never got a great start. i wonder what i can do to balance out all this negative energy around me. Last year i was a lot more gun-ho about everything. and now i'm just like Eh... and also just really fed up with the F'ers who i still hate. i'm wonderin if by sucking out my love life and social life in NJ, I'm giving up too much for these FM'ers to be away from those things that really matter to me.

Anyway. you can tell i can use some anger management some days. or most of the days.